Went To Dodger Stadium.

So yesterday night i went to Dodger Stadium for Joel Osteen's get together..For those of you that dont know who he is, he's a preacher from Texas...He's really popular....and he came to Los Angeles....So we took a trip down there after my mum got tickets....He's known for talking about god and church without sounding to "preachy" or "churchy" or "boring".... so my mum got 4 tickets...one for her self my brother my older sister and me...Once we finally got there it was packed! I hated that...I almost had a panic attack and of course my sister could have cared less...my brother can be so amazing sometimes it shocks me...he's only 11 years old and he kept saying "it's going to be okay mandie and held my hand and guided me threw the crowd" i mean when i say packed i mean over 15,000 people packed!! Dodger Stadium is hugeee!! So when we got to our seats we had to wait for about an hour before the church gathering started...and let me just say..im not a strong christian...we reccently started going back to church and I still dont know what I'm doing...But that''s what made me feel better...You dont have to be a christian or even go to church for that matter...you just have to believe he said....I got soo much out of this experience....He talked about addiction,drugs,life,illnesses, everything! I started to cry when the music was playing and he was talking...It was so moving and soo inspirational...Im so glad I went....by the time it was over we were freezing out ass's off! it was from 7pm to 10pm and it was freeeeeezingg! But it was awesome....When i was leaving i was filled with such hope....I mean some of the things he was saying i felt he was talking directly to me....So yeah awesome day yesterday.....I'm gonna try and let go of the past and just move forward..No use dwellig on things you can't change.... :)